Well I have gained some poundage over the years. After I hit 35 it seems the weight hit back. I also have high cholesterol to go with it. I have decided to go investigate Herbal Magic. The reason for this was because I was a member back about 12 years ago. I had success with the system before. After my Father died I turned to the fridge for comfort. I was devestated when he died and had a lot of unresolved issues. He basically drank himself to death after my brother was killed in a car accident. I felt abandoned by him even though I was in my early 30's. I felt like I wasn't good enough for him to live for. I was a mess. Now I accept the fact that my Father loved me and he had a problem that was compouned by the death.

the main rason for the re-joining of Herbal Magic is kind of scary. I was sitting at the desk trying to get my banking crap sorted out. I accidently made a payment online to the wrong credit card so the once card had a credit of 300.00 and the other one needed a payment. Got that straightened out thankfully. The phone rang and usually I do not pick it up if I think it is a telemarketer. The display said private so I thought what the heck I will pick it up. It was Herbal magic saying that they had been going through their old files and checking to see how past customers were doing. They are offering the whole plan to me for 49.99. I asked it there were other costs she said that I would have to pay for the product, not a big deal because I had to before. Last time the starting fees etc added up to almost four hundred dollers. I asked again, "all I have to pay the 49.99 and the product and that is it, no other fees?" she said no and asked me if it was something I would be interested in. I said yes and have an appointment for 11am tomorrow. Lets see if she was telling the whole truth. It just seems so strange that I get this call when I have been debating about what to do. I want to fit back into my skinny jeans.

I will post tomorrow to let you know what happened.

Well I wished my mother a happy mothers day. I really love my mother but some days she drives me nuts. She has this guy staying at her place. He has been there for about 5 or 6 years. I have never met him and I never will. He has taken over my moms place. He sleeps in the living room and mooches of my mother. He has been convicted of hitting her about 4 years ago. He got a years probation for that. He also has convictions for sexual assault and another for hitting another woman plus 3 (yes three) impaired driving charges. He has hung up the phone on my when I have called in the past and then lied to my mother about it. The idiot should realize mom has call display and my number is not a telemarketer. He has also made my grandmother cry and has threatened to hit me. I never go to my moms unless I know he is not there. There would be a big blowout and I do not want to do that to my mother. All he is there for is cheap place to live, mom doesn't charge him anything, he is on disability because of a "bad back" but he can sit around and drink vodka all the time.

I guess that is it for now, but to all the mothers out there, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

Well here it is the middle of the work week. I am getting so sick of one of the poeple I work with. She is basically a nice person when she wants to be, it is her "drama queen" personality that gets to me. She will cry at work for the stupidest things. She puts herself under too much stress. One thing that really annoys me is that she is always bitching that she needs help. That is fine and I do not have a problem with that. the problem is she told me today that she prefers not to have help because she feels she has to babysit the person. WTF!! I did not know what to say, she wants it both ways, bitch when she doesn't have help and bitch when she does. Her attitude and the way she talks to her co-workers is bad. She feels that she is perfect and heaven forbid if you make a mistake in her area, the world is gonna end. Get real. She is clipping plastic parts that come out of a machine and using a hot stamp (uses heat to transfer a copper foil) to finish the piece off. I have had her come to me and shove a piece under my nose and actually say "I found this in the box with the deer, does it look like a deer, are you blind" Good thing she left fast because the deer was going to go on a little journey where the sun don't shine. She has her grown daughter living at home again (she is 19) she quite school, will not work and just parties all the time and expects her mother to pay her bills, which she does. More about this tommorrow. I want to read the paper and hit the sack early. Peace and Love

Well I finally decided to bite the bullet and purchase a digital camera. I have to do some research because I am totally clueless about pixals etc. I hate it when the sales person looks at you like they see "sucker" written on your forehead. I can just see it, me asking questions and him thinking, boy I an really sell this person something over priced and she will never know.

At work today me and the girl I work with decided we have been working together too long. We get along great (better then some of the fights that happen in other areas) and actually enjoy each others personality and sense of fun. It has gotten to the point that today we were both thinking of a woman who retired a few months ago. We have the same ideas at times but the scary part was when she was cutting some postcards, some postcard pieces flew out of the machine, we looked at each other and made the EXACT same sound. It was so funny that we both burst out laughing. She is such a nice woman (10 years younger then me) who has very bad luck. If something can go wrong with her it goes wrong big time. She has to have her wisdom teeth pulled and she was worried. I told her that it isn't that bad. Well she got infection after infection, dry socket and canker sores in her mouth big time. I am a firm believer in Karma so I keep teasing her that in a previous life she must have been really really bad.

Well that is it for today. If anyone has and idea about cameras please help me with my research. I need to know what to look for, what features are good. I will just be using it for personal use and to get some pictures posted on my blog etc.

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