I feel so exhausted lately. I am having a hard time sleeping and keep waking up. I long for the days when I could sleep for 9 hours solid at a time, ahh to be a teen again. I do not want to use sleeping pills but I thing tonight I will. I just need some SLEEP I have tried everything but nothing works so it is the pills tonight.

Work is really getting busy. The orders are flying out the door and hopefully I will be soon to. A friend of mine is trying to get me into her work. It pays almost 3 dollars an hour more to start and gets up to 5 dollars more in a year. With the raising gas prices I need to get a job where you get a raise and is a little close to home.

I am waiting to see if I get the thunderstorm that is suppose to come tonight. I am terrified of the storms. It is not so bad if it is light out but a thunderstorm at night freaks me out, always has. I stick my head under the covers in bed and try to fall asleep. If it isn't bedtime I turn almost every light on in the house. I know, I know there is nothing to be afraid of but I cannot help it.